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I Just Need a Chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
Just give me the opportunity and I will show you what im made of
Never given the chance
So how do I prove myself
All you do is say I'm worthless
But all you do is leave me chanceless
I know I can do this
I know I can prove you wrong
I've always been held back
Always misunderstood
Always underestimated
All I need is the opportunity
To show you that I could
I believed in an impossible dream
Thought I could be what I wanted to be
But without the chance
What good is an impossible dream
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I dream of a chance
You didn't give me
I hear it calling
Yet I see it falling
Slipping right out of my hands
Just give me the chance
I just need the chance
They all had the opportunity
Didn’t have to fight for it
That’s half the battle for me
It's quite exhausting
Honestly quite discouraging
I feel sluggish
I feel weak
Nauseous and discontent
Dreams come easy
Chances don’t
I’m tired of holding this in my throat
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
Every wish
Every command
I did what you asked
Can't I get something I demand
Something I need desperately
I hate to question fate
Because I’ve been gifted this life
But you’ve kept me away from living it
Please I just need the chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
I just need a chance
It's Gonna Be Alright
This is for those that are up at 3am
Thinking about life
I want you to know
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Even if your crying your eyes out
And your hearts almost going flat out
Thinking about all the times your dreams were decimated
The highs and lows of a life turned inside out
All the blows you toke
Although you tried your greatest
It wasn't enough for them
All they expect is tastelessness
The same old garbage being pumped out like a factory
So what do you do when your chances are slim to nothing?
More like negative to nothing
Do you let it all go?
Let all what you worked for fly right out the window
The trouble you went through to prove who you really are
Something more than what they say you are
Because I believe you’re more than what they say
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Isn’t it?
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Coming home from work
Coming home from school
Feeling so empty with no gratitude
All that works seems like it just disappeared
Straight into the thin air
I wish I could pause time to get over this
But I'm afraid I'll be stuck in an eternity of numbness
The world expects things
Yet you expect nothing from it
Leaving you all but full of regret
All the time wasted chasing after it
Just shut up and make me forget
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Isn’t it?
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
If you let the world go it forgets about you
Because that's just the way it works
It's easy to believe
Yet hard to accept
The challenge of life
Can't tell an illusion from reality
Or is this all meant to be my destiny
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Isn’t it?
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
It’s gonna be alright
Before It's too Late
My tears are dry
And my cries are silent
You don’t know how it feels to be
Lost and broken
Screaming your lungs out
Not a voice to be heard
You don’t know how it feels to be
Lost in the darkness
The struggle runs deeper than you think
It creeps through your mind, holding me forever
Around every corner, in every wall
There’s no where to hide
There’s no where to hide
It's Hard to stand
And It's hard to walk
It's Hard to sleep
And It's Hard to talk
It's Hard to breathe
And It's Hard to live
I've just become so weak
I'm asking you
No I'm begging you
Before it's to late
Before it's to late
Don't lay flowers on my coffin
Lay them on my beating heart
Sometimes we don't understand it
So we run from it all
It's like I want to hide from it all
But that just makes it worse
I'm afraid if I face it I'll just lose
So it just continues on and on
I don't think the demons will go away
Because the demons are part of me
Thought the nightmares were over
Just to realize they have started again
It's hard to keep it away
I guess I'll live the rest of my life this way
I guess
It's Hard to stand
And It's hard to walk
It's Hard to sleep
And It's Hard to talk
It's Hard to breathe
And It's Hard to live
I've just become so weak
I'm asking you
No I'm begging you
Before it's to late
Before it's to late
Don't lay flowers on my coffin
Lay them on my beating heart
You just try to walk in these shoes
I bet you can’t even take one step
Lose your balance, and you cant even get up
Remember that it could only cost you your soul
Because look what the world has done to me
Can't you just put me out of my misery
Or I'll just do it myself
I'm breathing
But I'm not living
But I cry because I'm living a lie
No one wants to die
But no one wants to live like this
I'm consumed by the nothingness
It's Hard to stand
And It's hard to walk
It's Hard to sleep
And It's Hard to talk
It's Hard to breathe
And It's Hard to live
I've just become so weak
I'm asking you
No I'm begging you
Before it's to late
Before it's to late
Don't lay flowers on my coffin
Lay them on my beating heart
Your Happiness Is My Sadness
Didn't want you to know
Faked a smile, don't you know
Looked you in the eyes
And I didn't let it show
Oh I seemed full yeah
But I was half empty
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I'm really happy for you
But this sucks for me
I put yourself before me
I would let you stab me
And I wouldn't say a word
Can't you just see that I'm plain empty
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
I just want to make you happy
You cast a shadow on what could have been my sunlight world
You caused all this pain and I never even complained
I think you can go mad trying to express it
Unless they open up their eyes to see it
That although you want to make them happy
You’re digging your own grave
And what good are you when you’re dead?
Every step I take for you
I take two back for me
I just want to make you happy
But its leading me to sadness
And driving me to madness
I know what’s going on
You’re just draining out my life
But how can I see it like that when I want to make you happy?
Every step I take for you
I take two back for me
I just want to make you happy
But its leading me to sadness
And driving me to madness
I’m stepping out of your line
And into mine
Because do you really think I’m fine?
Remember this life is still mine
Loss
Lucky as a child not having to deal with loss
But At any age it still pains
A loss is still a loss
At any time At any place
Hallow or still there
It hasn’t even happened
That I don’t know I know
I don’t even know
But it’s something I used to think about
Make me cry Face buried in my pillow
I cut those thoughts out
But now they are real
I can’t escape
Or can I
Trying to ignore reality like it isn’t even real
I literally have a switch
And don’t even have to deal
But it follows me in my mind
I now feel the tears I can’t hold them at bay
Like a dam that’s about to be spilled all over the place
Can’t let it pour out
I Can’t handle a break
I just patched these walls
And they aren’t holding still
It always seems to be its about me
But I can only feel what I feel
If I even feel
But that’s a feeling
It’s a state
It’s my safe space
Death I won’t let you in
But you seem like the only escape
Lost Myself
I know you hear me
I know you feel me
Do you remember me
We used to imagine
We used to play
See the whole world in a different way
Where have you gone?
Where have you gone?
Where have you gone?
Where have you gone?
Where
Where have you gone?
This doesn’t feel right
A character I’m playing
That’s all I now know how to play
The character lives on
The actor’s dead
Do I feel you
Are you there?
I’m scaling these walls
Do you know I’m here
Don’t build them higher
Because It really doesn’t matter
I see the limitless
I’m filled with youthfulness
I don’t have dreams I have visions
Where have you gone?
I can see
I am blind
I can hear
I am deaf
I can think
I am blank
Was that you?
Are you there?
Was that you?
Are you there?
I laugh I cry
I go blank I smile
I lose my mind
I wish to die
I think I am
Therefore I am
You can’t tell who I am
You don’t know who I am
I am who I am
Remember who I am?
Are you there?
Are you there?
I have curiosity
I see color
I use color, I am color
Dress a boy
Dress a girl
Dress a hero
Play a villain
Where have you gone?
Where have you gone?
They laugh, I try to smile
It doesn’t make sense to me
We look… we dress the same
treated differently
I’ve not lost my mind I’ve lost my soul
Why even try at all
Are you there?
There is no time
There is no world
Only what I make believe
Can you not see what I see?
I know you can
Where have you gone?
Chasing after something I don’t want to be
Why am I doing this so desperately
Changes
Can’t keep up
Can I not to go back
Hello, are you there, Please are you there?
I saw the world so bright
I saw the world in not the same light
I can’t say who I was
I can say I was me
Where have I gone?
Am I there?
Am I there?
Not Anymore
I don’t want to die, I just want it to end
To end the pain
To end the suffering
Because I can’t take this anymore
Not anymore
My heart is dying
I can’t keep on fighting
I can’t keep on going like this anymore
Not anymore not anymore not anymore
I can’t let you in
You’ll destroy the little that’s still left within
I’ve been killed over and over, shouldn’t this be called a genocide?
Because I really think this is going to make me die
I can’t even take
One more break
So do you really think this all a fucking fake?
Well think again because it’s fucking not
It’s Kinda hard to hold back the tears that have been built throughout the years
Well I say
Not anymore
Not anymore, Not anymore, Not anymore
I don’t want to die, I just want it to end
To end the pain
To end the suffering
Because I can’t take this anymore
Not anymore
Hold your lips
Bite your tongue
SHHHHH
I’ve heard that lie to many times before
I won’t let them in anymore
I’m gonna shut them out, close that door
Not gonna be part of this game no more
I’ve had enough, it’s been no fun
Let’s get this over with and get this done
Because I don’t know how much more I can take
I don’t know how much more I can take
I don’t know how much more I can take
I don’t want to die, I just want it to end
To end the pain
To end the suffering
Because I can’t take this anymore
Not anymore
Everything’s locked out
The doors are closed
The walls are caving in
Oh my I can’t do this anymore
Can’t you just see that your breaking me
Keep on going and there ain’t gonna be much left
You keep digging looking for that last nerve
Well you found it
Like what you see
You don’t know How it feels
Crying at night wiping away the tears of yesterday
Don’t get mad at me when I scream and yell
I’m only human and humans can only take so much without breaking down
I’m only human and humans can only take so much without breaking down
I’m only human
I’m only human
I’m only human
I’m only human
I don’t want to die, I just want it to end
To end the pain
To end the suffering
Because I can’t take this anymore
Not anymore
It’s all the little pressures
Feels like a bubble ready to explode
Let it all out and let it end
Or keep it inside and slowly decay
Just lay me to the side
I I I I just can’t take it anymore I I I
I don’t want to die, I just want it to end
To end the pain
To end the suffering
Because I can’t take this anymore
Not anymore
I’m Sorry
I guess sorry isn’t good enough
Because sorry doesn’t change the past
And I can’t go back to make wrong right
Make the people feel happy when I made them sad
I’m sorry for being a selfish man
Because that’s not who I am
Don’t apologize
It’s my fault for who I am
Choices I made choices I didn’t
It doesn’t change who the fuck I am
My thoughts are poison
My words are sin
But that’s just me within
My thoughts are poison
My words are sin
But that’s just me within
My thoughts are poison
My words are sin
But that’s just me within
Can’t even get a word out
Feeling guilty with every breath I take
I don’t know if I can take it much more
I’m sorry for all that I’m worth
Which in the world’s eyes is nothing
For that I’m sorry for
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
My mind doesn’t match the world
You expect too much from me
And what can I say besides I’m sorry
How can my mind do this to me, or am I doing it to myself?
Have I lost it all , am I going insane?
I know if I let lose, what I know is real
I might as well be hanging from a noose
Need to find a box to shut myself in
Maybe a coffin would do nice
Oh God I’m going insane
I don’t know what’s flashing before eyes
I assume it’s meant to be the life I should be living
But is it even one I deserve?
Is it even one that’s real?
All these questions in my mind
Spinning round and round
I’m so sorry for everything
I’m losing my mind and I don’t know what to do
For that I’m sorry for
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
Look Into Your Eyes
Some days I feel so alone
Like there’s no one there for me
And I keep it all inside
Not letting it be shown
And no one cares to ask why I feel this way
Just leaving me with all my hidden scars
But when I look into your eyes
I feel like never before
All these thoughts and pains they are no more
The skies are clear
There are no more tears
All I needed was that one look into your eyes
That one look into your eyes
That one look into your eyes
I found my heaven in you
I’ve been lost without my soul
You’ve completed me
With that one look into your eyes
I felt my demise certain
Can you hear me cry?
Your eyes they tell no lie
They told me things would not worsen
A long as I had you by my side
That you would never say goodbye
Always to have you by my side
I could have gone through hell
Been through it all
Felt every bump in the road
Every toss and turn life could throw at me
But you filled
Every crack
Every hole
Every gap
I was lost without you
Cold without you
Tired without you
All I needed was that one look into your eyes.
That one look into your eyes
That one look into your eyes
I found my heaven in you
I’ve been lost without my soul
You’ve completed me
With that one look into your eyes
All I needed was that one look into your eyes.
That one look into your eyes
I found my heaven in you
I’ve been lost without my soul
You’ve completed me
With that one look into your eyes